"While silence guarantee peace"

While silence guarantee peace
It often agonizing
As it prolongs glumness
It certainly worries a lonely heart
When do lonesome reign over me?
And the pain is endlessly excruciating
Convince the damsel it all will be allright
Or it will be over in fortnight.

"…suffer equally as mine."

The meeting was all to smile about
The cold air calm both souls
The bluest sky at its brightest
The crowd scatters giving out spaces
I grin with the happiest grin
My heart beats fast like a drum
Wanted to run and hug the bear
And caress like one never been loved

Hearts never stopped beating fast ever since
Mind keeps going to the same place
Emotions plying high to one direction
Love the only feeling been thinking of
Hand trembled for every movement
Legs seems to want to go to only same direction
Wondering if the other half,
…suffer equally as mine.

The state I am now is...

The state I am now is...

Happy.
Calm,
but sad.
Not depress!
Bit vulnerable,
and deep with emotions.
Been trying...
to hold back
needs.
Ends up,
sting a bit...
but hurt like hell.

When you go Don't ever think
I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing
I don't know So take your gloves and get out
Better get out, While you canWhen you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you Like I did Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up While you can
When you go Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you Like I did Yesterday"
Well come on, come onWhen you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday"
I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday
I don't love you Like I loved you Yesterday

I might just find the one
One that might fits just nice
Nice to see and hopefully to hold
Hold in my arms and I won’t let go
Go exactly to the intended end
End of once seems never come true
True to heart and sight
Sight for sore eyes that lasts
Lasts for lifetime
Lifetime on earth before I die
Die and sleep peacefully

Peace indeed…
Is what I really need

"build up another fury"

within a cramped breathing space
glancing over a crowd of the dazed
the confused of corporate victim
fitting hard to blend in
armed with limited weapon of destruction
later drowns the wit among the vangeance
build up another fury
slowly kept in fragile body
wonder what rage could cause
when triggered by unwanted force.

"lurking"

Lurking in my own shadow
Waits for the time to react
To the cruelty of sarcasm and the ruthless
The torture is stretched
The game is mind blowing
Aren’t that a way
To ease the pain away…

"Reminiscing"

Reminiscing the unlikely dreams
Funny how none made it’s way to reality
From the most ridiculous
To the unbelievably could have been.
Nothing makes any sense
Not one alleviate the pain
Still here I am standing still
Wait for point of no return
For money to grow on trees
And yet what done is stupid
Me sabotaging the possibilities
Afraid to lose on small scales
Ended up losing on mounting debts
It is cruel to see me falling
So deep in my own lonely cell
Help me seek certainty
Among the ruins and the victory

"just another friendly acts?"

It’s been a while
It’s finally came
Do I want this?
Do I need it anyway?
What if possibly true
Total stranger a potential?
Hard to explain
With a straight face
And a regular beating of Heart
Was it just another friendly acts?

"Harness your emotions for satisfaction"

Harness your emotions for satisfaction
Work out the strength that overcoming
The fear within, the influence surrounds
For it stays and keep impinge on us

Beat the obstacles, ruin the enemy
Stand up tall and cherish the victory
Should you fall and lose gracefully
Keep the faith for it facilitate

Said it and work it
Instead I squirm on the failure
And giggle when others wronged
Should have changed, should be distinctive
To accept and not abandoned
The unwritten, the what will be.

"a pity"

It's a pity
Life has been a burden
when it should be celebrated
Direction has changed
by wind of monsoon season

When talk not walked
becomes a tumor in innocent mind
Deep buried in ground zero
piled on by dirt of cruelty

Where have compassion vanished
helpless becomes weaker
the strong just running away
No more salvation is seek
as aid just scarce further

Till death calling
Out of this stillness
I am here.. watches
as the earth faded away

"of life and death"

How do I deal
with clingers and liars
keep hanging on the forbidden tree
How do I run
from heartbreakers and lovers
who loved, then ruin
How do I fight
tears and fears
of life and death

"deep in solitude"

I know a figure
who listens not talk
who smile for approval
and frown for disagreeing
deep in solitude
she just drifted away...

"the inspiration"

the inspiration of true idol
represent truthfulness of one-self
among genuinity
there's potential for a significant
impossible to reach
yet,
sit still
in my heart ...
among the blues...
over the cloud...
of the ever so.. Bo Bice