"lurking"

Lurking in my own shadow
Waits for the time to react
To the cruelty of sarcasm and the ruthless
The torture is stretched
The game is mind blowing
Aren’t that a way
To ease the pain away…

"Reminiscing"

Reminiscing the unlikely dreams
Funny how none made it’s way to reality
From the most ridiculous
To the unbelievably could have been.
Nothing makes any sense
Not one alleviate the pain
Still here I am standing still
Wait for point of no return
For money to grow on trees
And yet what done is stupid
Me sabotaging the possibilities
Afraid to lose on small scales
Ended up losing on mounting debts
It is cruel to see me falling
So deep in my own lonely cell
Help me seek certainty
Among the ruins and the victory

"just another friendly acts?"

It’s been a while
It’s finally came
Do I want this?
Do I need it anyway?
What if possibly true
Total stranger a potential?
Hard to explain
With a straight face
And a regular beating of Heart
Was it just another friendly acts?